I'm standing in my bedroom
Aimlessly staring at familiar sights as if they are not there.
I'm considering the love letters I never sent,
The depth of this churning in my soul
For which no word is ever good enough.
I wander to the closet door, to the couch, to the bathroom, back to the bed.
I wonder at the upturned face, sad eyes, restless spirit that is you.
What cheap trade, what unworthy currency--
This language to which I'm bound.
Dizzied and muddled and lost in the mish-mosh,
A jumbled reel of your eyes, your lips, your hair, your hands.
I am tortured and terrified,
Desperate and deluded,
Wanting and wanton.
And still, it is not enough
Let me love you.
Let me hold you close,
Wipe your tears,
Stroke your cheek,
And adore you.
Let me fall at your feet
And worship you.
Let me kiss you,
Tender and soft,
Reverent and chaste.
Let me fill my days
With all that you are,
And my nights
With all I can give.
You don't have to love me,
You don't owe me anything.
But when the tables are turned,
When it comes to loving you,
Let me.
I’m starving.
Wasting away
inch by precious inch,
diminishing,
fading.
The commonly used verbs
are not enough—
ache,
need,
want,
yearn,
long for.
They do not cover
the depth at which you swim,
tugging at my soul.
I am already drowning;
pull me further under.
Oblivion would be a
welcome change,
a chance to revel in
the fantasy of you
rather than the constant
admonishing
self-talk and series of
don’ts.
If I die while I dream,
am I in that world forever?
I'm standing in my bedroom
Aimlessly staring at familiar sights as if they are not there.
I'm considering the love letters I never sent,
The depth of this churning in my soul
For which no word is ever good enough.
I wander to the closet door, to the couch, to the bathroom, back to the bed.
I wonder at the upturned face, sad eyes, restless spirit that is you.
What cheap trade, what unworthy currency--
This language to which I'm bound.
Dizzied and muddled and lost in the mish-mosh,
A jumbled reel of your eyes, your lips, your hair, your hands.
I am tortured and terrified,
Desperate and deluded,
Wanting and wanton.
And still, it is not enough
Let me love you.
Let me hold you close,
Wipe your tears,
Stroke your cheek,
And adore you.
Let me fall at your feet
And worship you.
Let me kiss you,
Tender and soft,
Reverent and chaste.
Let me fill my days
With all that you are,
And my nights
With all I can give.
You don't have to love me,
You don't owe me anything.
But when the tables are turned,
When it comes to loving you,
Let me.
I’m starving.
Wasting away
inch by precious inch,
diminishing,
fading.
The commonly used verbs
are not enough—
ache,
need,
want,
yearn,
long for.
They do not cover
the depth at which you swim,
tugging at my soul.
I am already drowning;
pull me further under.
Oblivion would be a
welcome change,
a chance to revel in
the fantasy of you
rather than the constant
admonishing
self-talk and series of
don’ts.
If I die while I dream,
am I in that world forever?
...but don't worry, no one's in danger!
I am ready for a new tattoo, and I need some good art for it. I want "3 + 2" but with a feather quill writing it out (coming off of the 2).... sounds pretty simple, but I'd love if someone could really make it nice for me.
Message me if you think you can help out!
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I just published my first book on Amazon. Well, it's a short story, really, but I'd love for you to check it out and maybe even write a review. You can get to it here: http://www.amazon.com/Waking-Up-ebook/dp/B00DY1YX1Y/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1373956440&sr=8-1&keywords=amy+sasser
Thanks!